it’s been months since i’ve been on -.- haha, maybe i might start blogging again.
16 months going and I feel like it’s gonna end soon. blah!
i dont know how to deal with all this pain anymore. how did i get myself in this? like i dont seem to be happy anymore. i dont think i can put up with all this stupid bullshit i go through. all of a sudden you have friends that are more important then me? you met them like months and months after we started dating and now you have the right to hang out with them all the time and do stupid shit? like whatever! i gave up my life and my friends ever since i got with you. now i literally have no friends to kick it with. and if i really wanted to i would go and hang out with the girls and guys without your permission but i aint even like that. so you say you’re not in the stupid squad yet you still put it down for them and always kickin’ it with them. like stupid ass shit. i dont even know anymore. I’m about ready to give all this shit up. I’m literally fed up with all the lies and the bullshit. if you rather be with your friends and can’t even tell me anything then i will let you have your friends over me anyday. you say i always get mad well you always give me a damn reason to be mad at you all the time. come on now common sense. i hate being mad at your dumbass but its your damn fault. im tired of all this shit. done.